i havent written anything in the longest time.. its kinda depressing and i cant bring myself to write anything down right now, school is the culpret
i have been playing alot of guitar and call of duty lately though
so how is everyone?
Sara

PhoenixI have lived a full life.Phoenix
That many years does a lot to you.
I rise from my ashes to start anew. I carry with me my past mistakes and accomplishments.
I do not know how many times I have been reborn But I still feel the change.
So much of the world has passed by And yet there is still so much to come.
Spreading out my new wings, I know that I am prepared for whatever this life has to bring.
No matter how many times I die, I will come back stronger and wiser.
Watch me.


Broken BonesI'm standing on the edgeBroken Bones
and looking down, I might not survive but you don't care,
I hesitate to jump but you want me to, I might not come back but you don't care,
You push me over the edge and I almost die, My broken bones may not heal but you don't care,
I look far and wide for you to demand my heart back, You keep it as a souvenir and tell me you never cared.


UghhhhUghhhh
All my life people have told me what to do. What to say. What to think. What to be. But no more. Can I take this.
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Its all the same to me. Nothing can save me from what Ive become. Sounds of the moonlight sonata fill my ears. Pushing me deeper into my depression.
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Theres only so much I can do these days. Holding myself together. By a severed string. Ill keep holding on for you.
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Though I thoroughly wish I could give you what you needed. I am far from it. I am a mess. Traces of OCD and perfectionism run through my veins. With
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Is this the end of the moment or just a beautiful unfolding of a love that will never be? Or maybe be everything that I never thought could happen or ever come to pass and I wonder if maybe maybe I could be all you ever dreamed.
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